After some weeks, our group of friends had a plan to meet in the Besant Nagar beach. And to my surprise, Ganesh & his friends were also there. From my group, one of the girl had fallen for Ganesh and this we got to know on that day. But, I did not really bother as I thought, they might get to-get-her and left for my home as usual after enjoying in the beach.
Weeks passed by, with usual talks, chats, bye-byes and smiling to each other as colleagues. On the day when we were to get split as different teams, the announcement was done, that I will be with him. I was happy about this and started our work together. While the seat arrangements were done, he had asked my TL to place us next to each other and I was totally unaware of this. When I saw the arrangement, I was over-whelmed and yes the butterflies did sputter inside me. Working with him was fun and full of learning, as Mr. Smart was there to hold my fingers and teach me how to take each and every step. We were friends forever. We started enjoying each other’s company. Started feeling comfortable and were able to achieve our targets. I became very comfortable with the process and also a member in his friends group. But, little did we learn that we were actually in love.
One Sunday, I did not call him and did not even send him a message, purely due to weekend chores. This is when I was able to realize that I missed him. Felt empty without him and this is nothing but “Love”. The feeling and the phase that I really wanted to live in my life. My dream-man was him, Ganesh. He was the person who will complete me… I longed to talk to him, and whenever my phone beeped or started ringing, I jumped to check who it was. Finally, in the evening he called me, I was expecting a warm greeting. Instead, he yelled at me asking why I didn’t give him a call or message him the whole day. He was waiting for my call and why did I do this? Instantly I was full of tears, and that made him angry further more. Slowly the apologies from both ends started and the anger turned into laughter and tears into shy smiles and blushing.
I knew that the cupid had hit me. Wondered what happened with the cupid on his side. Was the cupid still looking for the right time? Was he trying to hide his feelings to me? Was he normal and only I am over reacting? But, in movies I saw the boys feel the love first and run behind the girl to express their love. What is wrong with him? Why is he not saying? Is it that, I am imagining too much and too much filmy? Was this how the Chennai boys were? All these questions ruined my night’s sleep and left me with no answers.
Next day, I was not quite interested to go to office, first reason being Monday blues (Sunday night without proper sleep) and confused with my cupid attack. Something, in my mind couldn’t stop loving him.
Weeks passed by, with usual talks, chats, bye-byes and smiling to each other as colleagues. On the day when we were to get split as different teams, the announcement was done, that I will be with him. I was happy about this and started our work together. While the seat arrangements were done, he had asked my TL to place us next to each other and I was totally unaware of this. When I saw the arrangement, I was over-whelmed and yes the butterflies did sputter inside me. Working with him was fun and full of learning, as Mr. Smart was there to hold my fingers and teach me how to take each and every step. We were friends forever. We started enjoying each other’s company. Started feeling comfortable and were able to achieve our targets. I became very comfortable with the process and also a member in his friends group. But, little did we learn that we were actually in love.
One Sunday, I did not call him and did not even send him a message, purely due to weekend chores. This is when I was able to realize that I missed him. Felt empty without him and this is nothing but “Love”. The feeling and the phase that I really wanted to live in my life. My dream-man was him, Ganesh. He was the person who will complete me… I longed to talk to him, and whenever my phone beeped or started ringing, I jumped to check who it was. Finally, in the evening he called me, I was expecting a warm greeting. Instead, he yelled at me asking why I didn’t give him a call or message him the whole day. He was waiting for my call and why did I do this? Instantly I was full of tears, and that made him angry further more. Slowly the apologies from both ends started and the anger turned into laughter and tears into shy smiles and blushing.
I knew that the cupid had hit me. Wondered what happened with the cupid on his side. Was the cupid still looking for the right time? Was he trying to hide his feelings to me? Was he normal and only I am over reacting? But, in movies I saw the boys feel the love first and run behind the girl to express their love. What is wrong with him? Why is he not saying? Is it that, I am imagining too much and too much filmy? Was this how the Chennai boys were? All these questions ruined my night’s sleep and left me with no answers.
Next day, I was not quite interested to go to office, first reason being Monday blues (Sunday night without proper sleep) and confused with my cupid attack. Something, in my mind couldn’t stop loving him.
Girls don’t think from the brain, we think from heart!!!
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